Muks. says:
i share my deepest condolences with you.
MY MOUSE DIED AT 11:10:56 AM, BLACK MONDAY (OH IT CAME BACK) says:
haha thanks

I'M GOING CRAZY GAGA LAGUNA BEACH.
now Hilary Duff's song keeps playing in my head. oh my gawd, Kristin and LC just reminds me so much of me and the kukubird Prase! :( boo, i miss miss miss her so much. i've been so much in a bad mood this morning, i was being an asshole towards my sis. she had this formal gala thing on going on this evening and she had to steal everything from me. eh, i share my things okay, it's just that i didn't feel like sharing this morning.

at the moment, i'm still on the MTV channel, and it's been like i think 3 hours of Laguna. i'm such a potato. shit, i'm replacing my words with 'like' already. like, Laguna is washing my brain. i realize they like to do stupid stuffs with their friends. like, hiding in a box and saying BOO that kind of thing. haha, but it's fun i guess, we don't do that much of crazy things here. i was thinking of going to town today but there's no one to go with! =
nana is going to town with her mommy! mommy = money. she's evil. hahaha, but i loike. hm, i'll ask my superdaddy later if he still has enough credits on his card to exchange for shopping vouchers :D yayness.

miss sharlene tan shu ting! i missssh you too, are you touched?
right now, i have sooo many things i wanna get my hands on. i just cannot stop being materialistic. hokay, i'll go call the citibank hotline to see how much points are there left in my daddy's card =D
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i still have so many polaroid films left! let's go to Arab St & Esplanade someday and take photos. i realize i also have the 4-eyed lomo camera. all i need now is film, lots of happiness and people.

WEDS:
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hokay. science ended early today, (as usual). HOHO, be jealous. then after finishing the dang sloppy mind map of sigma and pi bonds, i left school with hisyam, joe and zack. we were like hungry creatures, so we planned to eat at causeway. but everywhere was packed with weird people in weird costumes. then we made a very rash decision to go orchard to makan. but in the end we still went cos there wasn't any more places to go to. in the end we lunched at LJS at lido. laughed like fucktards while having my chicken meal. then after that we went browsing at topshop & topman and were thinking of what birthday presents to get for hisyam and adel. joe's thai friend was working there! okay, random lah, no need to know. so then i got home and joined in the crazy taxi craze. hahaha. i got A license okay!

boo. i want to go shopping soon, but i've no money. i'll have to ask my dad if i could exchange for some vouchers =D hahahaha, i'm evil.
for no reason at all, just see this: http://www.metacafe.com/watch/143078/scary_elevator/

okay, i'm too lazy to continue, so bye.

Father: Boy, go and wash your hands.
Boy: Why? I didn't touch anything!
Father: You touched yourself.

HAHAHAHAHOHOHOHOHEEEHEEEHEEE :DDDD

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LISTENING: Peterpan- Tak Bisakah

hey ho, the merry old soul (:
yah, malay song.
anyway, school today was alright. except for the part where Mr. Hafidz sang Candle In The Wind by Elton. but he's singing was good lah i must say. tuesdays are always slack, that's why i love tuesdays better than mondays and wednesdays. mondays (Coach & his disgusting gay hands and huge eyes and a mouth that is loaded with bullets) and wednesdays (okay lah) suck. then after school, bummed around in class and got high while disfiguring zack's face with photoshop :D

anyway, yesterday i met nana at around 4 to marina square to jalan. didn't buy anything because there wasn't much at topshop or zara. even if there was, i've no money. i've been thinking of getting a job somewhere, jade is making me jealous with hr making money right now at Dino. oh yes, back to yesterday. me and nana walked past citilink and past NUM! hahaha, you should know what. DROOLS. and then we were meaning to walk back but didn't cos we were shy. and then we sour-powered strawberry and got high and then we laughed and then got shyed away by hotties and then got high again. then met llama and happily walked to esplanado while waiting for his friends. we all planned to have the ah pek ice-cream but he wasn't there yesterday! nana was so sad that she became hyper and spyed on people with her camera, in search of the mysterious ah pek. but he didn't come. but it was good, because if ah pek comes, then i'll buy ice-cream, then i'll eat, then i'll gain another kilo, then i'll become diabetic because i sour-powered and gummied too much. now i think i'm crapping too much, as always right. oh well, i'm SO SO SO looking forward for tomorrow! -fake smile-

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i want to do so so many things! i want to worship the sun soon ={\edit)

aslinda's not replying my messages! i think she is kidnapped.
matters aside, i'm happy eating gummy bears and that's all i care about right now. aiyah, left 4 only ):

LISTENING: all the emo songs in the entire universe.

hm okay. where shall i begin.
it's been too long =\ i've been feeling so low these few days. i think it's the time of the month.
this year had been so black for me. my nails are always black. hahaha. sounds dirty, but it's not lah. what's the feeling of having too many mints in your system- tinge of coldness & highness. i feel like typing nonsense. i've been nonsense the whole night because of the rubbish songs i have in my itunes. i'm so retarded, no need to remind me. i knew that long time ago. yes tammy. i'm still the same ugly retarded freak but i don't smell like pandan leaves okay. i hope i would be able to go to the concert to watch your solo =D hahaha. i will smack your butt again, i miss tickling you. oh, get that throat well soon okay.

okay. i'm suppose to sleep right now because there is school tmr but i'm not going to school. reason is i'm lazy. and i suddenly have the feeling of being wasted. no, i'm not depressed. i don't know why i just feel like quitting school sometimes and then drown in my bed. i miss my butt-buddy prasetha! =\ i missed the times spent in australia. i wanna go there the 2nd time and waste the 2nd time with her. i miss so many things. sometimes i think we don't cherish the things we have around us until it is gone. oh man, i sound so philsophical and cliched. i hate myself.

i should probably be banned by saying too much old news, like how broke i am, how i want to get out of this fucking place, again. but i think that's not going to happen anytime soon again, so shoot me.

i've been so hardcore-MSN these past few days. especially with hisyam, all the dark and mysterious things he do online. hoho, & i know his deepest darkest secrets. i think i'm going blind soon, considering the fact that i'm on on my laptop almost 24/7. i want contacts. but i'm afraid of the part where i take out the lenses and i pull out my cornea together with it, ew.


to hell with Olga, i want my Teddy and i wanna sleep.

'What" will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

HAHAHA, so true. of all the characters in star wars, i only know Darth Vadar. is he even from star wars? someone double-check for me.

smallville + lifehouse's everything = bad combination of feelings

i couldnt sleep for a long time. i thought only of his face, the one i'd cast sideways glances at through middle school, the one Scarlett and i had studied in yearbook after yearbook. and later, the one in the picture that was tucked in the mirror in her bedroom, of Scarlett and him at the lake just weeks earlier, water glittering behind them. the way her head rested on his shoulder, his hand on her knee. the way he looked at her, and not at the camera, when i pushed the red button, the flash lighting them up in front of me.

reporting at 5.46am! (:
hoho, i'm in school right now and i can't sleep because it's too fucking cold in the Forum.
anyway, ITALY WON! yay! i think i can bet at football games with ease because whatever i said comes true, this time only. haha. argh, my fingers are numbed and i look a ghost with a hair that hasn't been combed for a gazillion years. i hope i don't scare my friends later =my stomach's growling like crazy, i need prata.



(haha, cogan looks like a ballerina! oops =\ & chandraaaaaaa!)
ho-hum. i don't intend to stay in school. i doubt almost half the class would be here because it's one day after the world cup finals. like, who would want to come all the way to Woodlands for school when the world cup only ended around 5.30?? you must be freaking shot in the head. oh and just for short updates, T.C.M.I really lived up to their name (Totally. Cannot. Make. It). they lost right after the first match. haha, oh well. but at least they lost it to a really strong opponent, so it was kinda alright. ooh, i saw shahir at the soccer match too! said hello and left.

okay, i'm sleepy, so it's obvious i'll end here.

LISTENING: POLOROID- SO DAMN BEAUTIFUL

i think i worry too much. & it's fucked up, as always.
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i've been sitting here staring at the screen for almost five minutes, trying to figure out what to say. it's been surreal. i actually don't think i've ever run such an extreme gambit of emotions in such a short period of time, and mostly i'm just drained.

i think i would be sleeping in tonight. i'm so tired, like most of the time. yesterday i slept out the alarm clock out. and this morning i slept over the noise of the TV. while sleeping under layers of warmth. on monday, the routine began again. somewhere in there, i tried to fit in love. every morning at 7.12, i would run to the bus stop and always just make it in time. in my mobile phone's memory, i have a short note saved to myself. i have no recollection of the date or a clear explanation for writing it but all it reads is, "I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm okay."

anyway, we're going to school tomorrow to watch the soccer match. and then we're gonna stay over in school to watch the world cup finals :D hope it'll be fun! yesterday i almost got grounded for coming home at around 11.30pm. i was at Tampines! i can't possibly fly home man, it's a 1 hour ride home on the mrt.

just to cheer myself up, (i can't believe i'm so boring i bore myself to death), yesterday i had break with Ah- Fah! & nana! haha, for some reason we laughed like escaped patients from Woodbridge. i had curry puff and i had to eat it with 2 dessert forks. and then Fah had milkshake so me and nana started linking with whatever that was happening with pregnancies and abortion. hahaha, what the hell lah. okay i'm bummed. pfffff.

LISTENING: BLACK EYED PEAS- MY HUMPS MY HUMPS MY HUMPS!

{open inverted commas}
to the bestest friend in the world:
Adel Nashruddin Bin Ahmad Ibrahim Abideen (pants)
YOU ARE terrific, tops of the tops, #1 and only 1, greatest, bulkiest pantat, glorious, magnanimous, damnedest and most outstanding friend ever.
{/close inverted commas}

wha, macam like certificate like that. hahaha. notice the inverted commas.
okay lah, you're still psychedelic. still camel and still llama. hahahahaha.
today is a very lousy day. after one day of skipping school i already feel so dang lazy. i wanna go out after 1st meeting tomorrow but i don't know where to. i wanna meet up with aslindanus soon! :( miss her like crazy, i miss female also lah. but she's having her freaking exams. i wanna go hang ourselves dry at esplanade if we go out next time then we shall do our usual ding dong stuffs. hahaha.

oh today me and nana partially raped zack. nana raped his ears instead.
so after school i met jadey ho siang gek for a movie. was suppose to meet kar mun and poh but we reached cathay late. everywhere we went, we were still in a freaking big ass carpark. then all the banglahs were staring at us like some red light district girl. tried to escape through doors after doors until we met this chinese guy. he finally directed us to the cinema, hoho. so instead of just my luck, we caught scary movie 4 which was a total waste of money, but i had a great time making a fool out of myself in the cinema. i laughed at parts where no one laughed. thanks. so then after the movie we walked around cathay and got starstruck and so on and so forth. ogay, it would be quite retarded to go on about what i ate and then what i did after i ate. so i'm ending here, bye.

i'm a blessed wild apple girl, for no reason.

TODAY:
SUCKED. cos i have a new pimple on my cheek :(

i feel so whatever these days.
i don't care if i dig my nose in front of you, adjust my bra, or hook back the damn strap. i don't know what i'm trying to drive at, but you get what i mean.

i skipped school today because i was sleepy. was actually planning to go Esplanade to hang with the camels. spent like 3244323 smses just to plan but in the end got cancelled because the mood was lost. hurhur, it was bull bull bull all morning. anyways, i got to hang with Sharlene yesterday! & we went for dinner at LJS, then we went digging at Zara and Topshop at Marina. i still think the Topshop at Suntec is better! :D anyway piggy, sorry if it wasn't fun yesterday because i was carrying my heavy bag, and plus my mood wasn't as high as before. haha.

okay, i'm going to school tomorrow, it's Communications with the british accent lady! =\

WHEE, took quite a long time to fix the screwed up codes =anyway, comment on my tagboard again!

the trip to the opening ceremony of SYF yesterday was really really like another episode of The Amazing Race: Our Version. oh my gawd, i think i lost 2kg, i'm nothing right now but bones. of course, me and nana camwhored again. we didn't rape zack because he wore polo tee on purpose but we left him posing stupidly in front of the Ginvera advertisement with the girl pointing on the gel on her nose and then we laughed at him from a distance. hahahaha, the evil-est thing we did.

now i see the joy in bullying. sorry zack. some of the hundreds of photos are in nana's blog right now, the ugliest one is me squatting in the middle of the barren ulu place we walked. oh, just to let you all know, (HAHAHHAH) we walked from Raffles Place all the way to Kallang Stadium. we all got so excited when we saw the huge stadium lights, we wanted to crawl into the stadium. that's one heck of an Amazing Race man. hohoho.

anyway, i was at the airport when i saw 2 chillipadis! hohoho, they were skating from burger king and to god-knows-where like little kids lah. i like blondes and brownies. haha. here's a scandal snap i took of the brownie:


OKAY, then we went to Holland V for lunch. there was a second-hand sale going on and it inspired me to do something :D
anyone with heaps of shit at home? JOIN ME WITH SECOND-HAND SALES AT CLARK QUAY SOMETIME SOON PLEASE!!

kthxbye.

HELLO! (:
i don't know why but i'm still HIGH from last night.
zack's blog is like one hell of a blog lah (go to my links), ketawa until you berak!
hahaha, alicia minah gila!
i just realized my entries filled with photos already. i'm gonna whore somemore. haha.

buoy.